work.

maybe its just me.
maybe I'm a pessimist.
but my job, its just not me. Retail?
I thank God for giving me this job, i do. but
its so BORING. more then half of the time im standing by the door greeting people.
my schedule sucks and i have to work sundays. this is not going well at all.
i dont see myself fitting in. i cant wait to move back to San Antonio. but whats sad is
i was better off at fsnb. why did i quit? why am i so dumb..... and not only that, the way i feel is confusing!!!
at afb i felt like i owned the place .... here i feel so awkward and incopetent.
maybe retail just is not my thing ...but i guess it will have to do for now.
(and the fact that they cant get anyone to work there and nobody stays for very long
scares me.)
Dicks Sporting Goods. is it really that bad? i guess we'll see.


idk

its 3 am im going to bed...

(now im gonna have matchbox 20 in my head all night.)