Busy Busy Bee.

Oh The busy Life. How im busy and jobless seems to amaze me more and more everyday!

Sure there are boring days, but lately ive been as busy as a bee.

I wake up way to early, i go to the gym, i clean , i cook , and im constantly job searching. The days fly by so quickly and

Its true what they say, the older you get the faster time flies!

With That Being Said....

Im starting to feel so old lately

i know ive been married for almost 3 years but i feel like the responsibilty is just setting in.

the reality is when i had a job, i didnt have this much time to think . i just did what had to be done. and went on. now everything seems overwhelming when i think of it all,

i mean im an adult.

i cant blame anyone else for my actions or make excuses. and i have no idea now, why i wanted to grow up so bad..... to get away from rules? which might i add came with a roof over my head , food on the table and me not having to worry about it?!

anyways thats a whole other blog!

so ya, time...

its a crazy thing to be busy and not be busy for God.

" God gives you your days off, what would he want you to do with them?"

my pastor said that in his message last night. i never thought of it that way. im so busy. busy for lee busy for me but im not busy for God. When i think of all the things i used to do for God and i look at my life now, im ashamed. Im not even in Nursery here, or Choir,I used to be on fire for God. With All the busy things in my life, i realized last night that i wanna be busier for Him.

i know this is kind of short but thats it for now, i have a job interview at 10am tommorow at Dicks Sporting Goods so hopefully i can get some income in to get a new phone :D