its a week filled with big decisions.

wow, its seriously been over a month since Ive blogged.
i guess Ive just been super busy with the shit of a job i have.
even though lee was gone for 6 weeks, i had no extra time on my hands
and the time i did have i spent re watching seasons 1-5 of nip/tuck. i seriously cant
just watch one episode, i have to keep going and going.... its kind of annoying actually.
but ironically, lees back and now is the time that i decide to sit around and write a blog.?
i don't get it, but i guess it works.
I'm currently listening to jack Johnson. for some reason, the lovely guitar and ukulele(however u spell it) acoustic feel is the epitome of summer music for me. it just reminds me of the beach and the smell of sunscreen :] speaking of the beach, lee and i went yesterday and it was so nice... kind of empty and it was the perfect day out.
my new day to day worry though is finding an apartment for when i move back to san antone, we came to a decision yesterday that its probably gonna be better for me to move back 1. so i wont be so damn lonely 2. to save $$ 3. to get out of jacksonville and a job i hate.
3 reasons and thats all i need, and while my mom said i could move in with her, im not sure if i wanna take her up on the offer, we didnt exactly get along when i lived there before.... but i am a different person now,, but i dont think i could handle it. so im looking for a cheap 1 bedroom or studio apt.
but i keep reading apartment reviews and it all sounds so horrible. i dont even know what part of town i should live on and whatnot.
its just a big pain and worry.
hate to make this short but ive got
so many decisions to make this week .... ive got to go worry about them.