As the reality of lees deployment gets closer and closer
i find myself getting more emotional by the second.
im quiet and sad and lonely.
if you know anything at all about me, you know im not quiet.
im usually way to l0ud and way to friendly.

im sure that people are excited about me going home, but im afraid im going to let
everyone down.... im not the same.
im going to be depressed and down and worried.

im already listening to way more Coldplay than necessary.
and lees just gone to Cali - he will be back in 17 days.


hopefully being around family and friends will help that out.


anyways things im excited about :

Lee Comming Home

Quiting My Job

GOING HOME

Beach Time

Spending As Much Time With Lee As Possible!

SAVING $$$$